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a few days ago i received an email from blogspot, saying i received a new comment on my blog post. it was from an old friend of mine, which i haven't seen in many years. probably ever since we left our secondary school. it was there that i first met him. we were in the same class. he was sitting right in front of me. and to top it all, he was a physics genius. physics, one of the subjects i don't favour much. nevertheless, he left a comment asking me to update my blog. and he was right, it's been a month since i did that.

so here i am, writing a post which i can't think of a title, hence explains the numbers that i put above. i read an article long time ago, that the best words, writings or whatever that you want to say comes from the heart. but will it still be 'best' if the heart is contaminated? is it going to be nice if the heart is rotten, black, full of hatred and anger?

i am now on the verge of a turning point. i'm sitting on a fence that separates good from evil. even i don't know since when have i turned this way. but people said i have. and that leaves me confused, with one question keeps popping in my mind, at which point of my life, have i turned bad?

i don't know if any of the crime doers out there have actually came across the same question, but wouldn't it be good if they did? at least that shows they still have some conscience in them.

for now, i will keep asking that question from time to time. until i reach a certain point, where i'm sure whether i have crossed that fence, into the evil side, or even better, back into the good one.

in another story, i'm currently in a good mood. good because my favourite team, Inter made it into the quarter finals of CL. and to make it better, we'll meet Moscow in the round. i won't say anything yet as of now, cause things can turn for the worst anytime, though i read everywhere that it would be an advantage to the Nerazzurri. to Inter, please make this season the best one. make your way into the final, win the Italian Cup, and more than ever, please please retain the League title. that's all i hope from you. and i will be more than grateful if this wish is granted.

last but not least, lately i feel like expressing myself in a different way. at the moment, i feel like writing a poem. what poem, that i'm not entirely sure. but i've at least came up with a title. it's called 'Aku dan Alam'. and just to make things clear, Alam is not a guy. hopefully i'll get more inspiration to actually write it.

i guess that's all for now. and i'm off to sleep. 'Selamat malam Dunia'.