congrats, congrats, congrats... wahahah. even to myself

a week after the spm result being announced and i still cannot believe that i really did obtained straight a1 for my result. it's has alway been my dream to get it and it's like a dream come true for me to achieve it. how i'm so relieved when hearing my name being called for achieving it. before that, only god know how i'm feeling. not to mention the words my sister pour out on me about i'm not getting straight a. well, there's a reason to it. and the reason was a pretty strong factor that cause her to do that. come to think of it, it's kinda miracle for me to get that kinda result. this brings me back to when the first day of spm. i still remember it clearly like it was just yesterday i took it. the first day was bm paper. i know i could do well in that paper. but something is just not right. it's something that's connected to my feelings and brain. it's nothing unusual actually and i think everyone must have experienced it themselves. what was it? it's some kind of brain disorder and heart malfunction or so what we always call 'cuak' and 'otak blank'. yup, that's what happened to me that day. maybe i was thinking too much about the exam that when the day comes, i happened to completely lost confidence in myself. my heart was feeling 'cuak' and when it comes to essay writing paper, my 'otak' became 'blank'. now you know what kind of disorder and malfuction i was talking about. the day after that, i've gain a bit more confidence so i could do better in the paper. but, i'm glad that it's all over now. IT'S OVER. wah... and i'm really shocked to hear the result. i'm happy and reaaally happy. if there's a way to measure how happy i am i think it would be infinite. wahhaaha.

that's it about me. i also want to take this chance to congratulate all my colleague who manage to score in their spm result. and especially to all my batch members... CONGRATULATIONS guys for the outstanding result. here are some of the names: nageb, cepe, atong, am, mukhlis, ammar, farouk, pecot, amal, me and all the other 40 straight a's. as for others, you did your best and for that i want to congratule all of you for your hard work in the exam. just cheer up. good result doesn't ensure a success and bad ones doesn't mean failure. this is just an obstacle that we must go through to make ourselves a better person and prepare ourselves for the future. keep on working harder and the word success is in your hand.

i guess that's it for now. and if in case, mr. rauhi accidentally stop by this page, just want to say sorry for not coming to the party you made.